January 5th.

I read your blog, guess thats pretty much the only way to find out whether each other is doing well anot. But is just so different compared to the past isn't it? Looking on the current situation, its most likely we'll end up not talking at all. Part of it is already showing, No contacts for the past few days or weeks. barely any contacts, compared to the past? Very big difference right? Guess im pretty stupid to be running away everytime u tried talking to me. remember what i once told you, I'll totally isolate me from the person when i find something is amiss? guess this is showing it now huh. I'm seriously hoping things do get back like how it use to be in the past, when's the last time we had fun just talking on the phone, talking the time away? when's the last time both of us shared our secrets with each other? when's the last time we spend hours just talking about what happen on that particular day? When's the last time we had so much fun going out with the rest? cant remember? Neither can i. Well, things are definately not going the way as we thought. You're doing fine with ur friends now, they're gonna be the one with u for the remaining years. Things are sure picking up for you, and thats good, remember u once said you're not gonna be close to them or whatso-ever, things sure look totally opposite but thats the good thing about it.Hang out more with them and you'll be just fine. I sure hope things can get back like the way it use to be, but neither u and i have the answer to the question of when thats gonna be. We didnt quarrel or whatso-ever, its just that i feel something is wrong, Im sure im not over-thinking. Sigh, Guess that pretty much i gotta say to u for now. Hope you're doing just fine. Hope to catch up with ya sometimes soon if theres a chance,IF. Sigh, Im out. 2006 began way wrongly, Lets see if i can get back on track. Sigh.

Appear more clear in its simplest form, You'll never see tears when i'm standing in the storm.